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What.
Fucking.
Ever.
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[08 Aug 2005|04:58pm] |
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ADVENTURES DOWNTOWN
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ALEXISONFIRE
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SHINBIN
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NICOLE
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ERIN
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JESSIE
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JC
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KEV-O
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FUCKIN' FUN/SICC/AWESOME TIMES,
OMG!!!
Oh yeah,
My hair was cute
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[08 Aug 2005|12:36pm] |
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Amie- Damien Rice |
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I had two dreams.
There were two very different atmospheres.
There were two boys.
The first one was pleasant.
And the environment was pleasant.
We were outside sitting in lawn chairs on a deck.
It was in a nice backyard, and the weather was nice.
And he was laughing.
And when I wasn't, he asked me what was wrong.
And he looked at me with a cute smile,
and pretty, soft brown eyes.
There was more to this one, but I can't remember...
( 1 )
The other one was intimidating.
But I wasn't scared.
I was in a basement, with a whole bunch of scared people.
One of them claimed there was an evil creature upstairs.
Knowing me, I went upstairs,
which turned out to be my grandparents' old kitchen.
I was warned not to go, but I had to.
So, while looking around, he came.
And he was angry, and determined.
The boy was a vampire, which obviously shows
that I think he really is a "monster".
I said "No, don't! Not yet."
He said "Oh, I will. But let me tell you a few things first..."
He wanted to clear up some situations before killing me.
Though he was angry and destined to murder me,
I did'nt hate him.
( 2 )
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[06 Aug 2005|04:50pm] |
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I've been eating for you- Bright Eyes |
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Sometimes we all do stupid shit to justify what we're feeling, and [hope] that it makes it all better...
So, I’m just the medicine
You take when you’re sick
You get well and that’s it
I’m put back on the shelf in your mirror
And it isn’t exceptional
The course of our fate
So, people love and they hate
And I guess it’s just our turn to hate
Yeah, you were just some song I wrote
A poem on a page
A sculpture I made out of clay
Desire was the flame
But now you’re more of a basketball
[Girs] just pass you around
They bounce you hard on the ground and dribble
And then we all get high fives
And you think I’m a [bitch] now
Well, you’re probably right
But at least I’m not blind to the facts
I’ve been wishing were lies
But still I hope you get everything
That you care to possess
And unbelievable sex with [her]
Or any one of my friends
But just don’t ask about my appetite
I didn’t lose it tonight
No, it’s been gone half my life
It’s just act, I’ve been eating for you
(I feel like I ate too much today. Bleh.)
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[06 Aug 2005|12:38pm] |
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Long way down- Haste the Day |
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Lost:
To dream that you are lost, suggests that you have lost your direction in life or that you have lost sight of your goals. You may be feeling worried and insecure about the path you are taking in life. Alternatively, you may be trying to adjust and get accustomed to a new situation in which the rules and conditions are ever changing.
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[04 Aug 2005|12:38pm] |
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I was walking down Cawthra rd., and as I got to the bridge that goes over it, the road suddenly ceased to exist past the bridge. Even the buildings on that side were gone. All that was there was a field...and trees in the background. There was not much grass, and it mainly consisted of dirt. I was suprised, confused, and a little scared, so I ventured back up Cawthra. I walked up the patch of grass that leads to Dundas. I was so determined to get home. There is another bridge on Dundas as well. This time, the bridge was also uncrossable, as it was cut in half with about a meters width of a gap in the middle. I said "I can't jump that! I'll fall to the river below!!" (rofl, river below) So yet again I changed my course of direction and walked to a side road behind the buildings on Dundas. And for some reason it evaded crossing the previous "river below". I walked it, with some lady and her daughter, and came across a church. It said on the sign outside "Catholic Athiest Church". Right. There was a fence with the gates open outside of the church which lead to the side of Dundas I couldn't get to by the bridge. I walked through the gate, and woke up.
Street:
To see a street in your dream, symbolizes your life's path. The condition of the street reflects how much control you have over the direction of your life.
Side Street/road:
To see side streets, refers to a need to explore and return to more traditional ways. It may also suggest and alternative way of life.
To see an unknown road in your dream, signifies that your new project will cause more grief than it is worth and a waste of time.
[Both are true and are how I am thinking/feeling...hmmm...]
Field:
To see dead or barren fields, signifies lack, pessimism and your jaded prospects for the future.
[Again...it goes back to the previous "side street" answer. I may possibly feel what I'm trying to do is a waste of time.]
Bridge:
Bridges represent a transitional period in your life where you will be moving on to a new stage. To dream of a run-down bridge, indicates that you should not contemplate any major changes in your life at this time.
To see a bridge collapse in your dream, denotes that you have let a great opportunity pass you by.
[I didn't see a bridge break apart, but it did have a gap. Possibly this means that I didn't leave a great opportunity pass me by, but that I totally evaded it, which leaves a gap in a relationship that I have? Possibly?]
Church:
To see the outside of the church in your dream, signifies sacredness and spiritual nourishment. It is representative of your value system and the things you hold sacred.
[Possibly because I want to change how somethings are, it is also changing my belief system? Not spiritual beliefs, but beliefs in general. Hm...]
Fence:
To see a fence in your dream, signifies an obstacle or barrier that may be standing on your path. You may feel confined and restricted in expressing yourself. Are you feeling fenced in?
[Yes, I am feeling fenced in by the restrictions placed on me by family, but mostly by the stereotypes people place on myself and my close friends. But, I was walking through the fence, which could also symbolize that I am breaking through this stereotype with the changes I am making in my life. Yay!]
Holy crap.
That was so.spot.on.
Yesterday at Jon's house, I felt good. And I didn't talk a lot. But I talked enough. And it was good.
♠,
Steph.
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[02 Aug 2005|11:59am] |
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Last night, a blanket of millions of twinkling things, and we were the lucky two to see two shooting stars.
One for me, one for you.
All wishes on shooting stars come true.
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[01 Aug 2005|09:31pm] |
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Yeah I pretty much agree with all of them.
THE SAD ONE BAHHAHAHAH.
Mkay.
And the sexy one...
hm...sexy.
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[01 Aug 2005|01:49pm] |
Dreams are strange.
Kitten:
To see non-white or soiled kittens in your dream indicates trouble ahead for you.
Cat:
To see a black cat in your dream, indicates that you are experiencing some fear in using your psychic abilities and believing in your intuition. You may erroneously associate the black cat with evil, destruction, and bad luck.
But this is so stupid, the kitten was so0o0o gentle and nice and came to me...It also had white. Oh well it was pretty and I felt nice and loved when it came to me. Hahaha, also:
Cocaine:
To dream that you are taking cocaine, indicates that you are feeling empty and devoid of emotions. You are looking to get out of your commitments or denying your responsibilities. You lack ambition. On a more positive note, the dream may be telling you that you need to be more lively and energetic.
Me, the anti-drug lord, dreaming about sniffing lines of cocaine. Oh but I only sniffed half of a line, so it was okay. Lmao, that was what I was saying to myself in the dream to justify this stupidity.
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[01 Aug 2005|01:10pm] |
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come undone- Duran Duran |
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Three (3).
Third.
It's the first of the third.
Who do you need?
Who do you love
when you come undone?
Fix it, Steph!
It's been so long.
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[29 Jul 2005|12:33pm] |
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D'awwwwww...Getting drunk is what it's all about? It's the only way to bring everyone together nowadays. *sigh*
(Omg, what a nice save of friendship we had the other day.)
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[28 Jul 2005|11:53pm] |
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CUTE WITHOUT THE E I WAS CUT FROM THE TEAM.
Teams can consist of two (2) or more players.
CUT.
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[25 Jul 2005|12:08am] |
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Oh drunk? Cute!
I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory today. It was fuckin' weird. And then I saw/talked to Chantal...and Scott aka: Sydney singer...and his girlfriend. And yeah there was some fat girl getting yelled at by her little bratty Adhd cousin, that was funny. Meh.
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[24 Jul 2005|12:58am] |
This is my exit.
Your Birthdate: October 2 |
Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life.
The 2 is a very social number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.
Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.
You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.
You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.
It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in. |
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